I think I'm going to change up my Sunday posts a bit. I was getting tedious writing down ideas only to reveal them on Sundays. I have more fun typing a post no one know's what it's about, rather than writing a post that I feel compelled to write even if I don't feel like writing it. From now on Sunday posts will be mostly updates.
A little unsure of what all I will include in the posts, I'm thinking of doing a weekly recap on what posts I got done within that week. I've also thought of adding recent stories/ events that happen to me. For example I'm taking my medicine again though I'm not sure how long I will be taking it. I know at least tonight so I can actually get some sleep, and I will be taking it while I'm on vacation so I can get sleep there as well. After that I am unsure.
As of this week my anxiety has been tough to control. It's hard for me to control to begin with, but this week has been harder. There have been a few factors, like at work I feel they are trying to get ride of me, I'm pretty sure it is just a delusion, but there is second guessing it for me. It's hard to tell myself something isn't real or isn't true. An easier way of putting this in perspective is it's almost like that cigarette you need to finish the day.
You don't really need to but your body keeps telling you that you do. For me I feel like that is what's going on. I feel like I'm being forced out of my job, and there really isn't anything to stop me from thinking that. It sucks because I can think it's not the case, thinking it isn't the problem. I strongly feel like that's what is happening. Almost like I'm being told from someone else. I often times believe God is speaking to me in such manner. Everything happens for a reason, and God is ominous.
Anyways before it gets to much later here is a list of the posts I got out this week for those who may have missed one, and would enjoy catching up a bit.
My Pokemon Cards
Bird Vs. Reflection
Busy With WoW
My Morning Friend
My Senior Year, Part 1
3-7-16
It helps to publish this on the right blog -.-
A little unsure of what all I will include in the posts, I'm thinking of doing a weekly recap on what posts I got done within that week. I've also thought of adding recent stories/ events that happen to me. For example I'm taking my medicine again though I'm not sure how long I will be taking it. I know at least tonight so I can actually get some sleep, and I will be taking it while I'm on vacation so I can get sleep there as well. After that I am unsure.
As of this week my anxiety has been tough to control. It's hard for me to control to begin with, but this week has been harder. There have been a few factors, like at work I feel they are trying to get ride of me, I'm pretty sure it is just a delusion, but there is second guessing it for me. It's hard to tell myself something isn't real or isn't true. An easier way of putting this in perspective is it's almost like that cigarette you need to finish the day.
You don't really need to but your body keeps telling you that you do. For me I feel like that is what's going on. I feel like I'm being forced out of my job, and there really isn't anything to stop me from thinking that. It sucks because I can think it's not the case, thinking it isn't the problem. I strongly feel like that's what is happening. Almost like I'm being told from someone else. I often times believe God is speaking to me in such manner. Everything happens for a reason, and God is ominous.
Anyways before it gets to much later here is a list of the posts I got out this week for those who may have missed one, and would enjoy catching up a bit.
My Pokemon Cards
Bird Vs. Reflection
Busy With WoW
My Morning Friend
My Senior Year, Part 1
3-7-16
It helps to publish this on the right blog -.-
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